after-effects

crying
sleeplessness
sleepy eyes after waking up
tired whole day
headache
can't stop thinking of the end

my god

too much >"<

and i'm stupid to feel so much for a manga. like those L fans when L died.

but L's death was expected. the ending for this story, on the other hand, was not.

no, and i never wanted it that way!!!

IYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!